my name is mimi . i'm 15 years old . well, just an ordinary girl :) Rabu, 17 Juni 2009
sumpah . saia sedih dan menyesal *sangat*
kemarin , spupu nya si gillakmatik chat sama aku ,
sepupu sigillakmatik (SS) : "eh . kamu tau adekku SMA di jawa ?"
saia : "ah ? masa sih ? bohong . kok dia ngg bilang sama saia ?"
SS : "mungkin dia ngg bilang ato ngg tau kali . wong papanya uda di jawa . tinggal mama nya ."
saia : " masa ?! hhiks :(( aku ngg mau keak gini "
SS : "y uda, mnrut ku ya, km ptus aja sama dia. dari pada sama* tlalu lama . dia tambah nyakitin amu."
saia dengan pikiran yan singkat langsung berniat untuk mutusin dia . meski nangis n ngg tega yan buat saia ngg niat Dx
hhiks . dia tibatiba online facebook, tapi begitu online , dia mara* sama saia. cuek sekali . sampe di status facebook nya , di tulis gini : "ngg ada komunikasi, kalo keak gini gax usa aja sekalian"
saia dan emosi yan labil langsung mutusin dia tanpa pikir panjang .
D: sumpah . aku ngg tega . bilang aku cuma purapura sayang ma amu, aku cuma mainin kamu
tega banget sih aku nglukain dia !! x(
aku ini manusia macam apaa !!
Dx
saia benci saia ..
telat saia nyesel . udah ngg guna
skrang cuma bisa berharap
for him.. ,
baby, you're to me like the sun that's in the sky
That bathes me in your warmth and returns again and again
When you're by my side, I know somehow it'd be all right
Just like a fool, I let you go and lost you to pride
How could I have been so unwise? Ummm...
Didn't realize that I was so in love with you till now
I still wanna hold you in my arms
But it's too late, it's no use, I don't know what to do
I'm all alone
Every night, the story of my love
Is like a scene playin' before my eyes repeatedly
And now I cry out to you for the wrongs that I've done
Hoping that you will come back
Yeah, I love you
I still love you, baby
My life is now so incomplete
What should I do for you to truly forgive me?
How can I live without you?
Baby, come back to me
Forever, I'll wait for you, yeah...
To tell you my heart will never change
Stop my breath today; take my heartbeat away
I can't forget your love; it haunts me again and again
Pictures of your smile beckon me from all these blank walls
Like a lost soul searching blindly, shadows fill my eyes
How could I have been so selfish? Oh no...
Didn't notice that you meant so much till you were gone from my side
How could I live with all this pain? No, no...
My world grows ever so dim; oh, I was such a fool
It's all my fault
It's bringing me down
Tearing me apart
I need you so much; I'm begging to you down on my knees
You're the only one
There's just no one else, yeah...
All I need is to forever dwell in your love
But now I know, I can't speak these empty words to you
I love you so; let me prove my love to you once more
This time, my heart is true
Believe in me and you
And now, please listen to me
Just one more time